..({my poetry}).. she hide every matter,how hard she tries
she is coverd with secrets,aint to tell me these
eventually she doesn't felt that she made mistake
she make me hardly sleep at night
that hurts me alot.
every one wondered why?
but noone know even she
all my family asking am i alright >> no answer
she put me in hell which i want to get ride of
that hurts me alot.
i kidding her but in fact i'm broken & angry.,But..,
i can't get across with her becase "i love her a lot"
that hurts me alot.
she can't under stand this
my intolerance make me too weak to face the world
that hurts me alot.
i never know why she run from the answer
i don't want to know it
i never know why she run so far away from me

>>she admited that it's easy to forget me<<
THAT HURTS ME GREATLY
"I'M BLEEDING".

i feel that my heart is broken
she really disappointed me
i can't imagine my life without her
but she can easily live without me
that hurts me alot.
i always try to deal with her kindly
like there is nothing wrong with me
but i'm insidly burning
that hurts me alot.
so that..,
i had to be so strong to be able to deal with her
i'll not ask her any thing again
i'll forget the past and start anew page with her
with no change in my behaviour.,But..,
i'll take care of alot of things i didn't think about before
i'm sorry for the past..
i think it will prevent any thing from hurting me again..!!?
?WHY?