a poem i felt,
 a poem i wrote,
 a poem i loved,
 hope one day she'll see and understand..
 
Through my whole life,I never knew how to tell jokes
and "THE BRAIN" was my name among my folks
It's the brain i'm losing since i've met you
For I fell in love with your smile being so pure and true
I was ready to do anything to see that smile I love
So I started telling jokes, and you started to laugh

that was only the start, but now I feel it's not right
I really love to make you happy, but it's far from your sight...
That I don't want to be your joker, but your knight
That when you fall in darkness, I wanna be your only light

And I prepare every time your sadness shows
But to him is where your soul always goes
He may be able to ease your pain and sorrow
But you never gave me a chance to follow

I dream everyday that you're crying loud
And there's no one but me...despite the crowd
Then you finally give me your worreis and fears
then i wake up...before I wipe off your tears

It's too hard to keep my balance on this thin line
Between the man I want and the man you used to find
I don't know where to go...I'm so blind

I feel it's me who should change, but I wish I could
For I'm scared to lose the small piece of you that I've got
And fall on my way to the peice I want

If you want a joker, so the joker I shall be
Untill you find my other side that you can't see
And I'll be right here in the corner where there's only me
Untill you decide to find me...and set me free

1/1/2004